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Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 7:52 PM
You are the sun in my day , the wind in my sky , the waves in my ocean and the beat in my heart ... imissyou .
Sisters were supposed to count on each other . Rely on each other . But what your showing me , totally isnt . just now my talk with you , didnt even lasted for three minutes . And you guys had to end off . I know we are busy and stuffs , but at least , contact each other . is it that hard ? if im trying to make an effort , onlininq for all of you . And even if you guys are not online , you can msg / call , cant you ? Haish . Is this called a sistership ? I keep trying , but it will never work . Nobody will understand how much i missed you . Cause they are not me . How much i missed not talking to you guys , i missed all the things we used to do . Nobody will know that i wake up in th middle of the night , thinking all about it . Must i show you guys my tears , then you'll wake up and think about it ? Im seriously tired . You will never know how much hurt it has hurt me , until beinq hurt is the only choice you have , guys .
As i grow , i learnt that even the one person that wasnt supposed to let you down probably will . I will have my heartbroken , i know , even more than once and its hard each time . Haiysh . I will cry , because time is passinq too fast , and i will eventually lost someone i love . ); Guys , i really hope that you know that its hard waiting around for something that you know might not ever turn back . Buts its even harder to give up on you guys , when its everything that i ever wanted . ): You say you dont wish to see me like this , but who's causing it to make me like this ? All of you .
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